she's me!
01/15/2004 03:30 a.m.
There's a girl in my History of Women in the US class that wore a Tori Amos shirt the first day, is a creative writing major with a Women's and Gender Studies minor AND she's the president of the National Organization of Women at Georgia Southern.

She's what I would be if I had any courage. It's crazy. I haven't had the opportunity to talk to her yet, but I reeeeeeeally want to. I have so many questions to ask her.

As a sidenote, I started my first job ever today. My feet are hating me... not only do I start every weekday (except Tuesday) standing for hours, but I also am taking Fitness Walking. It's really not fair on my feet.

Oh, and I also realized today in World History that Koye is Queen Elizabeth I. The teacher was like, "The only thing Elizabeth didn't do was have an heir. Well, I guess she didn't really have the best examples of marriage to go on, so she avoided marriage all together." Not to compare Koye's parents to Henry VIII and all his wives... no no no. It's just that Elizabeth was so strong and she knew what she could and should do, and what she shouldn't do. She was wise enough to know. Just like Koye. It's uncanny.

And I think that's all for now. Yep.
I am currently Tired
I am listening to chappelle's show

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homecoming
01/11/2004 01:47 a.m.
NOT FAIR.
I am currently Angry
I am listening to some stupid f'ing movie on my TV

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survey
01/06/2004 09:49 p.m.
Koye, I love you. I love doing these things. I'm the most egotistical person ever. talking about myself for pages and pages. wonderful.

:) survey cause I want to.


1) Have you ever had a song written about you? Poems, but not songs

2) What song(s) makes you cry? Dolly Parton’s version (the original version) of “I Will Always Love You”

3) What song makes you happy? For some reason “Talula” always manages to make me smile… as well as any song Eric and I have danced to in the club (especially T.I.)

4) What do you like to listen to before bed? I watch the TV (Coooooonan)

5) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? Paula Abdul. I loved her. Also Shera and Lady Lovelylocks.

6) First album you ever bought? I remember very vividly that the first CD I bought was New Kids on the Block, “Hangin’ Tough” … and now I shall hang my head in shame

7) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: “Say Yes” reminds me of my boyfriend (it’s our song); “Unravel” and “Verandi” remind me of Koye (the wedding songs); any Hanson song reminds me of Charity (we loved them)

a p p e a r a n c e

HEIGHT: 5’3”

HAIR COLOR: light brown (with some reddishness)

SKIN COLOR: pasty pale white. it’s terrible.

EYE COLOR: blue-grey-green

PIERCINGS: three in each ear

TATTOOS: toooooo permanent

r i g h t n o w

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black sweatpants, woot.

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: methinks Busta is on the lobby TV

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Spearmint Altoid

WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: slightly chilly, looks like it might rain

HOW ARE YOU?: not bad

d o y o u

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: only when my dad is driving

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: I bite/pick at my fingernails

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: ummm, most of the time, I guess

LIKE TO DRIVE?: nnnnnnoooooooooooooo

f a v o r i t e s

TV SHOW: NEWSRADIO. It’s the best.

CONDITIONER: I use the Fructis stuff currently

BOOK: I like the books of poetry in the Bible. I also really love Gooberz (you just don’t understand). Anything by Charlotte Perkins Gilman (thanks, Koye).

MAGAZINE: the Delia’s catalogue

NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Diet Coke… and chocolate milkshakes

ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Sex on the Beach… such a sissy drink.

THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: shopping (wish I had more weekends with Koye!), sleep, watch movies, visit the WalMart

BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: band = Led Zeppelin; singer = Tori Amos; rapper = T.I.

h a v e y o u

BROKEN THE LAW: check out the drink question above

RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yes indeed

SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: I don’t think so

EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes

MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes, with April

EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no… ok?

USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yep yep

SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: occasionally. I don’t like getting behind in my work.

FELL ASLEEP IN SCHOOL: a couple of times at college

FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: does fainting count?

BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: sort of

LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes… I was friends with Suzanne, remember?

l o v e

BOYFRIEND: he’s cuuuuuuute!

GIRLFRIEND: um, I don’t really swing that way.

SEXUALITY: lol, I like how Koye did that. And what exactly is supposed to go here? Hetero?

CHILDREN: none for now, please

CURRENT CRUSH: my boooooyfriend.

BEEN IN LOVE?: yes

HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes yes yes

BEEN HURT?: yes yes yes

YOUR GREATEST REGRET: not calling Ashley over the break!!

GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: um, Arthur asked me out after only knowing me for two days, but I said no.

r a n d o m

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: I’m in the process of applying for one at the Kennedy Hall front desk. We’ll see.

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Tales of a Librarian is in my big CD player; Choirgirl is in my portable

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: peach? No, but really, my favorite crayon color is cornflower blue

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: music, art, love, my History of Women in the US class

WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Jesus. And all my friends. They’re the best.

WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? I have no idea.

WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: I really don’t understand what this question is asking. Cause, I mean, who’s going to list all their friends? I know this is a long ass survey, but that’s just cruel.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: play on the internet, sleep, watch good movies, listen to good music, cuddle

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

TIME YOU CRIED?: um, yesterday, I think

YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: eBay ladies sent me Lady Lovelylocks pins

YOU GOT E-MAIL: yesterday, from Tyler

THING YOU PURCHASED: BOOKS. Gosh, do they have to be SO expensive?

TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: I cannot remember. We watched the Devil’s Advocate last night… no TV

VACATION: um, we did a cabin in TN thing at some point… I have SUCH a bad memory

MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Mona Lisa Smile with Koye and Eric

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n

ABORTION: wouldn’t do it. ever. and yet I’m pro-choice. deal.

TEENAGE SMOKING: just as bad as anyone else smoking… why? totally unhealthy.

SPICE GIRLS: I own the first CD and the movie soundtrack. and, as Koye sometimes points out, I turn them on and dance around in my room and feel good about myself. well, I used to at least. I think that might freak my roommate out a little.

DREAMS: mine usually end up being bad or just weird. but I love looking at dream books with Koye. that’s the good part about dreams.

I am currently Happy
I am listening to some CRAPPY R. Kelly song

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some people have...
12/26/2003 01:20 a.m.
BIG egos.

oh well. get over yourself.

and, oh yeah, merry christmas.

yes, I'm a CHRISTIAN. oh no.

:)

anger on the day of our Lord's birth? sometimes. but in the spirit of the holidays I'll forgive your arrogance. how nice am I?

if you think this is about you, don't.

goodnight.
I am currently Passionate
I am listening to Zane making mood suggestions

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"bigots!"
12/22/2003 05:53 p.m.
I'm so bored of people who say, "I hate bigots." Doesn't that bore you? And then they say, "I hate religion, meat, patriots, macho men, people who don't have the same ideas as me, etc." Are these people not the dumbest in the entire world? I'm not speaking of any one person... but sometimes it only takes one person to isolate a type of person.

I think it's high time we realized that we are NOT all the same. We are different. And without our differences this world would be a ridiculously boring place to live. I understand you have your likes and dislikes. I'm not such a fan of "macho men" but am certainly not going to say that I'm not bigoted. Everyone has their prejudices. EVEN YOU. Wow. Yes, you. And me too!

Certainly, if I'm saying this after what I've had to deal with over the past year... my whole life, really... then you know there has to be something wrong. I mean, my dad disapproves because I'm white and I'm dating a black guy. I know prejudice, ok? But you can't say, "I hate blacks and whites and BIGOTS!" It makes no sense. And as fond as I am of all things nonsensical, I am NOT fond of that.

And I just went on a rant. There you go.
I am currently Stimulated
I am listening to music from my brother's room

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eyes and stuff
12/12/2003 01:20 a.m.
everyone's been mentioning my eyes lately. but no one ever did before. I guess my black magic is finally working.

just kidding.

Zane is telling me about video games, and I'm pretending to listen... but I'm only hearing about half of what he's saying. "weird logos on the cars." yeah.

oh, I'm home, by the way.

tomorrow Zane is staying home from school cause he has strep throat (which I am PRAYING not to catch) so we're going to play Soul Calibur II and watch Pirates of the Carribean. will be a good day.

and now we're discussing Christmas presents we think we got. and "bigger than a breadbox." and now back to video games.

ok, enough play by play. it's pizza time. goodnight. :D
I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to Zane talking about a football video games

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grrrrr...
12/09/2003 05:09 a.m.
I am SOOOOO sick of being judged.

I can't even explain how sick of it I am. And I don't really notice until I stick my head out of Georgia Southern-world for a minute and then BAM. I hate it.

My.

On a much lighter note, for some reason Eric and I did a lot of "sharing" tonight. We talked about things I didn't think we'd ever be able to talk about comfortably (ex-boy and girlfriends, mainly). It was really nice.

I wasted so much time this past weekend and I'm making up for it by studying my butt off this week. I REALLY want to call Koye and talk all manner of things out, but I have so much to do. Once I get home, though, man that phone'll be glued to my ear with him on the other end. And I have this really ambitious plan involving me seeing him multiple times over the break. Days upon days. And it seems the Koye-Simeon-Emily fun will be resurrected. We just need to find a good day to do it. YAY. I'm missing them both. Goodness.

Other than my anger tonight, this has been a pretty good couple of weeks. Things are going wonderfully. But I'm ready to be home. Yes.

Ok, I think that's all I have to say. I hope you all have a lovely week!
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I am listening to Alice in Wonderland!

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which country am i from? :D
12/07/2003 09:54 p.m.

Britain


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is that taking forver to load or is it just me?

mmmm, I LOVE Britain. I want to go back to London so much. I could live there... I really could. someone give me some money so I can go back... please? pretty please with sugar on top?

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I am listening to Sleeping Beauty! on DVD! yay!

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favorites
12/02/2003 04:49 p.m.
I was reading through Angel Esclave's poems so I could pick which ones to put on my favorites list and a question struck me that hasn't in a long time. but I don't know if I should ask it.

was it me that was being referenced all those times? or him? was I the one missed, loved, cried over? or him? I didn't know then, and I still don't.

and now that I've asked it, it seems like a horribly selfish thing to ask. I don't know. but sometimes you just wonder... where do I stand really? where am I on the list? and then you feel like a fucking jerk cause... maybe you didn't put someone first all the time. or at least, they felt they weren't put first. I mean, if you make them feel second-best... then you're treating them second-best, I suppose.

and now I've gone on a terrible tangent that may cause wars. I hope not.

gr.
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cinnamon pathetic!
12/02/2003 04:52 a.m.
that's what the new theme makes me think of. egg nog with cinnamon and nutmeg... YUM. I want to DRINK PATHETIC.

the "Explicit" dealy is ok... but the REDness of it is kind of distracting. I don't like that. maybe if it were just CAPS or something. the red is too much.

and I have decided that I do NOT like being able to comment on journal entries. my pathetic journal is not meant to be commented on. that's why I got a xanga. to post silly stuff anyone could say anything to. this journal is for serious stuff only. no comments. can I turn them off? maybe I'll poke around and see.

I like the away/busy thing as well. sometimes when I'm trying to post a poem I'm trying to focus and someone attacks me cause I'm NEVER on AIM and it's my fault really because I'm SO antisocial and actually I'm just the biggest jerk in the world so nevermind.

RYAN HEIDORN (aka Ryan from New York) is on PATHETIC. I posted a journal entry about it a long while ago, but it seems he just discovered my pathetic-ness. he's awesome, by the way. go read his stuff.

lots of capital letters. um, ok.

I think that's it. I have to go to sleep so I can wake up and wing an English project with Jamie and Lucy. our names all end with the long "e" sound. crazy. hey, that too. wow.

for real this time. :D bye.
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