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the new feature I found.
12/02/2003 03:44 a.m.
heh, so. i've quite the message histry. like, i've managed to not clear the damn thing since... february fourth.
kinda shows what kind of person i am. rather procrastinatory, nu?
heh. yeah. so, people wanting to know what the feature i found is that hardly anyone else has, can highlight it:
there's a 'friends of' list now. you can see just how many people have you on their friends list by going to the 'my friends' thing on your library page, and then at the description of the page, there's a link to 'friend of'.

i figured it out all bys me lonesome. well, almost. gavin said it was in a page heading, but i found it out!
heh.
peace:a
I am currently Proud
I am listening to brand new- i will play my game beneath the spinlight

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well, finally...
11/29/2003 05:31 p.m.
okay, so i know that i have definitely not been the best member in the past. i hardly ever show my gratitude or acknowledgement for comments i recieve. thus, i've started replying to every comment i'm getting. if you tend to read and comment alot, i probably am in contact with you anyway. no matter. i'm gonna try and be better about this. k? i love you guys.

peace:a
I am currently Bored
I am listening to nuffin

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ahoy!
11/20/2003 11:08 p.m.
yizzah! poem of the day. thank yall, tis most cool.

in addition, i breached the 25k mark for reads. that's mindboggling to me. granted, it was potd, so it may not count, but stil. 25k reads.



wowza.



thank you all. :)

peace:a
I am currently Blessed
I am listening to nirvana- the man who sold the world

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working on finding the right words.
11/13/2003 12:53 a.m.
so, i'm milling through my library for poems to submit to images, my school's lit mag (which i'm also on staff of- but it's annonymous review..)- and i have a few in mind, but i wanted to know what yall think.
any input would be most helpful!

peace:a
I am currently Scattered
I am listening to everclear- chrysanthemum

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musings on irony
11/04/2003 11:49 p.m.
a thought i had last night, while reading over some comments i had gotten on my poem 'shifty eye in the alleyway.'...
i find it highly ironic that one can put so much heart and meaning and passion into a poem, and it barely gets a ho-hum in some cases...
but on the other hand, one can slap a bounty of uncommon words together with no real meaning, and it gets praised as 'brilliant'. i wonder if people just think that they are below understanding it- hence they praise it, whereas the reality is actually they are above understanding it. in another phrasing,

half of what we can not comprehend is prophetic and awe inspiring.
the other half of what we cant comprehend is gibberish and laughable.

and i wonder if anyone can readily discern the difference. maybe i'm just being overly critical of myself, iunno. but when people call something brilliant that i wrote which cant even understand myself,
maybe i'm just below comprehending it.

this entry is not intended to take stabs at peoples reading or writing styles whatsoever. it's just my view on some of what i would call slightly ironic. i'll bid you adieu.

peace;a
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to mars volta- concertina

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in addition,
10/21/2003 04:07 a.m.
i decided to go on a search for the person who left me my first comment. chances are, the first one i ever got was probably a member no longer with us,
but the earliest recorded one that i have is from alaine r reiter, way back on october 22, 2002, on my poem, "destructing the girl" almost a year ago. there probably were earlier ones, because i was gone for the entire month of october last year, and i recall before leaving that i had 3 for the longest time... so, whuknoze?
anywhodle. that means that i've amassed 1000 comments in just about a year of having comments.

wheee.

peace out.

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i feel like a grand, baby...
10/21/2003 12:43 a.m.

so, i have splendid news: i've attained my 1000th comment,
thanks to the lovely and beautiful aiko scott on my poem, 'monday afternoon.'

whee, major milestone.



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counting up, counting down
10/01/2003 12:46 p.m.
for the first time in 3 days, i've actually gained comments. it's not like i havent been getting em, but it's just weve had such an exodus lately that i've barely been keeping up. but today i have three more than i did yesterday, but still 5 less than i had 2 days ago.
so, yeah. i hope people start feelin better about pathetic again.
i heart you pathetic!
I am currently Calm
I am listening to stevie ray vaughn- little wing

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a horrible attempt at humor.
10/01/2003 12:46 a.m.
if you want to be mildly amused at my complete lack of comedy (conan o'brien style) go ahead and read :in the beginning, god forgot about law enforcement.
cough, that is all.
I am currently Stupid
I am listening to nine inch nails- hurt

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moments elapsed inside of my girlfriends house.
09/27/2003 04:02 a.m.
the truth is, i wanted to cut myself up, just throw my body around her bathroom. the tile was too damn white. the water was too damn clear- and the drains were too fucking uncircled for my tastes.
i went in there, under a pretense of god only knows, and came out of there, awash in a fantasy of gore and beautiful chaos- i would be complete if i could just make my mark on this moment.
i threw it away, washed my hands and turned out the light.
I am currently Disillusioned
I am listening to thursday- steps ascending

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