The archives...
12/16/2003 07:06 p.m.
Well anyone who wanders into my archives.. Just to let you know.. I'm almost finished posting a majority of the old work there.. alot of it is rough, I'm sure.. it's just I'm trying to get it done with a little bit of haste.. if you see any spelling errors or typo's.. let me know.. I could use the extra help on this.. cuz I have about 6 more files to compile from, and if spellchecker doesnt show an error, I dont look it over.. I know this sounds crappy.. I just am trying to get it done and over with.. So I can focus on the rewriting of it all later..

thanks for bearing with me.. =)
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to Food and Creative love - Rusted root

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Job Update...
12/13/2003 03:57 p.m.
Well I got a new job... It's good.. It's a bartending job..well.. a bunch of bartending jobs through a temp agency...
I worked last night at a huge hotel, Marriot to be exact.. for a party of about a thousand.. It was ok I guess.. free bar.. so people were swamping me for drinks right and left.. I went through a bottle of Rum in like..Ummm.. lets just say 10 mins... I was too busy to keep track... It was awesome tho...

Ok people.. here's a hint.. If you wanna surprise someone.. then wrap a 20 inside of a dollar bill.. Someone did this to me last night.. and I was sooo busy.. I didnt even realize until I got home... I was pulling money outta my pocket.. and counting one's.. figureing I made like 25 bucks or so..and bam.. there it is.. a 20 wrapped in a one.. I was shocked.. I wasent expecting it at all.. I mean hey.. It was a free bar.. So I was making peoples drinks a little on the stiff side.. cuz hey.. after all.. Im a drinker.. I'm a smoker, I'm the bartending joker.. I'll make sure you get your buzz on.. especially since most of the people had hotel rooms there.
But needless to say it had it's downtimes.. I mean working for hotels is ok.. I guess.. but there's alot of work that goes into setting up a hotel bar.. alot more than I'd really thought about.. So much in fact that it's almost a turn off.. but considering I'm a slut for money.. I see myself spending alot of time there working for some paper. It's a nice place to work tho.. the people were really nice.. the management sucks a big one...and I ended up loosing a bunch of money since my manager too his sweet ass time getting me restocks on Vodka and Rum.. but at that point I didn't care.. since I hurt my right leg because I kept leaning over on it all night.. I didnt think about it really until after the fact when my leg was screaming at me with pain that after these 3 weeks of slacking off, that 12 hours on my feet would result in a very very sore leg.. :: sigh :: I should have stretched.

So to you out there in unemployment land.. Stand up! Walk around.. cuz if you don't.. You'll be hating it on that first day back to the grindstone.. Look at me! I won't be able to go up into work tonight because of it. I'm really mad about that too.. but I don't wanna screw up my leg anymore than it already feels... maybe I should stretch before work from now on... Sounds like a plan to me! LoL

I am currently Thunderstruck
I am listening to The wind...

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They say, Who's they?
12/13/2003 03:39 p.m.
Alot of people say "they said ..." or "What would *they* think?" Who's they? The imaginary friend that everyone has? The person hiding under your bed? Don't worry about what they think.. Worry about what you think. If you spend your life worried you might offend someone, You might just not live at all. Besides.. If you're not offending someone, you're not doing it right.

By the way.. I came up with a new bumper sticker through a conversation last night... figured I'd share...

"Dont being a penis to a pussy party"

that was in refrence to a conversation about how it seems that guys fantasize about dating a lesbian.. or at least watching... because.. after all.. in a male dominated fantasy world.. he's thinking, I'll be watching.. and then I'll get to be the chicken-salad in the middle... Riiiight.
If they are lesbians... what makes them think that they could intrude with their penetration? ::Shrug:: I just don't see the point in that train of thought.

You dont see women fantasizing about two guys going at it and then inviting her in the middle.. (Well I'm sure some might..) besides... that's a main difference between guys and girls... Guys just want something that looks nice... Women want someone who treats them nice...or not.

What a crazy world...
I am currently Calm
I am listening to Nuttin'

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Hmmmm..
12/11/2003 03:18 p.m.
Well it looks like I'll be working alot more for the next couple of weeks.. since I need the money for christmas.. so I can at least get myself something for christmas.. not to mention all the people I dont talk to anymore.. lol.. yeah.. right.

Well I really havent felt much up for writing latly.. as usual it seems.. I have ot sit down and work on all that old crap I still have on here.. just to get it out of the way... but we'll see how that ends up turning out...cuz lord knows.. I could use some new material.. but honestly.. I havent been inspired.. Well.. Hopefully things will work out for the best.. cuz it's all really up in the air right now..

We'll see..

I am currently Tired
I am listening to Hotel yorba - White stripes

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The pleasure in a good love story..
12/04/2003 08:33 p.m.
I spent a couple hours with my neighbor...

I walked up, I haven’t talked to her since I started dating Tory.. so it's been a month or so since we really talked..hell, now, thinking back.. I think it's been longer, probably like 2 months.. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that the last time we really hung out, I was so happy about getting the job at the melting pot…Quitting there was something of a disgrace to me.. I really hate quitting something of a professional level.. I'm not usually a quitter.. but I seem to be doing a great job of it lastly.

So I walked in her apartment and as usual...spent about 5 minutes giving kisses and hugs to her Dog 'Five'.. I love her dog.. It's a Italian greyhound.. wiry, little sucker that probably weighs 10 lbs, soaking wet with rocks in it's pockets.. he even gives hugs... But anyways.. So I sat down and started in on the small talk.. the usual, how was thanksgiving, etc.. but the real standout point was what she was watching. It was a French movie called Amille.. A love story of sorts, filled in cracks of great art and dreamscapes.. something that almost takes you off guard, with some humor mixed in... I highly suggest seeing this movie if you get a chance..
It made me happy and sad.. made me laugh, and even get a little misty.. Reminded me that love isn't always a burden, nor is it something you avoid.. It reminded me of the best parts of love.. the silent moments of just enjoying someone's company.. It lifted me up. It took me out of my shell.. it took me away to a place that I had long forgotten.. I saw Bruce almighty for the first time a little ago, and that reminded me of how love looks from a different perspective.. but this reminded me about the romance.. and if anyone knows me.. I'm a sucker for romance...
I came to the back to my reality after the movie was over.. and reminded myself how much I really like my neighbor.. Some of my friends have told me to pursue her.. but I feel so deeply for her, that in all honesty.. I think she deserves better than me. Hell.. when it comes down to it, I think everyone deserves someone better than me. Oh, and to those of you who say I'm being to hard on myself.. You're wrong. Love is something where you're honest with yourself. I'm honest with myself. I know. I know that she deserves someone successful, someone who can take her on long trips away from her stress.. someone who will understand her for her... I understand her.. but I'm not successful..
I swooned over her for months when I first moved in.. I would look foreword to talking to her.. but in another sense, You always look at the beautiful people through bars.. like they are on display at the zoo.. nice to look and take pictures of, but you know you don't belong in that cage of their life. It's much easier to swoon over something that you don't know about. And me? I'd rather be in love from a distance than right up front and personal.
This movie, the main character, reminded me a lot of her.. she even made a few comments that really stuck in my head.
She lives alone.. She is pursued by many men.. I can't blame the men.. I'd pursue her.. She knows everyone, who's anyone.. She's adventurous.. She's beautiful.. and I know she's loving. Sadly to say though.. She's out of my grasp. I'm not being down on myself.. there's just something’s you know about yourself.. and I might be in love with her.. but there's nothing I can do. Some might think I just jump from love to love.. but this is real.. I know.. I enjoy just being around her.. I think she reminds me a lot of Silvia.. too much.. and hence another reason why I think she's out of my reach. I looked at her today.. and I could see Silvia written all over her... and it scared me.. so much in fact, I made an excuse and came back home.

Love scares me. I'm so tired of getting hurt. I'm so gun shy it's sickening... I run from it.. yet I seek it out. Hence.. why I feel that I am...destined to be alone.
If god has a sense of humor, he'll know why I tend to laugh at all my own mistakes.. I herd once that humans laugh when they really want to cry... it's like a defense mechanism. I'll be laughing all the way to the grave.

So, anyways.. the movie reminded me of how fun it is to pursue someone you have feelings for.. and all these ideas popped into my head of how I could pursue Eleni.. and how much I'm really afraid. How much I'm scared of love. It reminded me that we could spend our whole lives in love.. but one day.. hurt will be my best friend again... Lingering until my, or her dying day.
Sad really.. these things we choose not to pursue. Sad the things we tell ourselves we are not deserving of. Sad.

I could spend a lifetime in someone else's eyes.. but to look through the world in my own shell, is something I'd prefer not to do.. I'd prefer to be the person giving out all those helpful hints and knowledge that I've gained.. instead of applying it to my own tragic life.

I'd love to tell you that I'm successful, that I know what I want to be in life.. what I love.. what I hate..
but that’s all meaningless to me. I don't feel anymore... I've blocked all that away.. at least for now.. I don't want to deal with these swirling emotions anymore.. they just cloud my mind.. and remind me how painful my life really is. Some people might think that I'm just being down on myself for making so many mistakes in my life.. but I don't think of them as mistakes.. more of learning lessons. Someone asked me what I'd learned from dating Jeane... I've learned that if you move too fast, you're going to get scared... You're going to question the haste in which you opened yourself up... and then.. You'll run.

Which is why I love Eleni so much.. I've never tried to date her.. I've never tried to pursue her.. I've never told her my feelings.. Why? Because I don't want to ruin a friendship that I enjoy... I don’t want to enjoy looking into her life.. Sure, I'd love to be there when she goes to sleep.. but considering she sleeps less than 20 feet from my bed.. It's almost like I'm there anyways. I think Jeane showed me how much I really need love.. but am willing to for-go for just being secure in my loneliness.
At least when you're alone.. You know what to expect. You don't have to deal with the emotions that show up unannounced.


I am currently Better
I am listening to Standing outside a phone booth with money in my hand

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War and love.. and all the BS inbetween..
12/04/2003 02:45 p.m.
I've been really wrapped around the rocks lately... I think I'm just torturing myself as much as possible... So I guess I should lay this one on the line..

You know what I love? I love people who just talk shit behind your back... ::LoL:: I really do.. it lets you know that they are thinking about you then I love people who talk shit about you.. and then send you a link to where they are talking shit about you... Like you're own personal invitation of bullshit..

I'd met a girl off of Myspace.com named Jeane, and we started dating and she got way attached, as did I. I thought things were going way too fast since the word love was right on the tip f my tongue and had stopped myself from saying it more than one time and not to mention, in my situation of living, I figured it would be best to sit it out a while and figure out what was best. I didn't want to make the mistakes that I have in the past by running from my life's problems by loosing myself in someone else's eyes... I felt really deeply in love with her.. and it scared me.. bad. I haven't felt that close to someone in a really long time nd it really scared me. I honestly didn't know if it was because I'd been on the rebound from Tory or just because I was so lonely.. but either way, I asked if we could be friends for now, just so I could focus on what was important.. but she didn't see it that way.

So that started this whole hate relationship between me and Jeane.. which was just fucking fantastic.. just what I needed... Ask someone for some time, and they go and spit in my face. And then... and then.. Write all about it in their live journal... which I was overjoyed to read.. I don't even know why I wanted to know.. it was more of a thorn in my side.. but curiosity always kills the cat.
So needless to say.. I saw how she thought about the whole thing.. So now, I have a 'hate Aaron' fan club...

And the funny part is, I'm fine with it. I'm used to being hated.. it's something that almost brings me pride.. since there's a fine line between love and hate.. but I don't sit here and bash people in my journal that don't deserve it. I guess that’s just me... I don’t want to wander into someone's journal and see my name posted all over the place, just as I wouldn't want to do to someone else.. but hey, everyone isn't perfect..

I'm happy tho.. which I'm sure is strange to consider since I've pushed away...almost anyone that has come to love me. I think I'm cursed when it comes to love, since of my past relationships with women.. starting with my mom.
I don't think I hate women.. I don't manifest myself like that.. I don't think that I have ill feelings for people until they show me a side that I can't agree with..

Some of my friends have asked me about Jeane, and why I broke up with her like I did.. So I might as well break it down here.. since I have the free time and a clear mind.

Ok, She's a 20-something single mom, living with her mom... No car.. No job and a sour attitude to boot... which I can understand all of this.. it's hard being a single mom these days.. Lord knows, My mom had enough trouble with it.. and that was back in 1980... ::sigh::
but I was cool with all that.. it was her mental anguish that really alerted me to what was up.. the things she said about other people.. not to mention.. Her Jealousy.

When we first met.. she picked up my cell phone and went through my phonebook... I joked her about it.. cuz I have a lot of girls numbers in there.. even though I don't really call them.. I hardly use my cell phone.. and if you know me.. I don't call people.. I wait to see if they call me.
It's my personal test.. since I don't want to be the one calling everyone to see how life’s going. I want them to call me. It shows me that they are thinking about me.
As of right now... Lindsey, Neil and Liz and a fax machine are the only ones who call... but back to the jealousy..

I don't react well to jealousy.. I used to be so jealous when I was in my early 20's.. that I would flip out if my girl was hanging out with the opposite sex.. but that was something I decided was very unhealthy for a relationship.. Sure people romanticize jealousy.. but I can't stand it anymore.. I have lots of friends.. mostly female.. and Jeane was getting jealous of me dropping comments to girls in Bangme.net.. which in someway I can understand.. I didn’t overstep boundaries.. I was just fishing for votes.. but to be honest.. looking back on it.. It was really pointless.. I don't need other peoples kind words to make me feel better about myself.. but I will say I met a few girls that I enjoyed talking to and still talk to now...but she flipped out on me and we had a long conversation about it.. but it didn’t solve anything even though I tried to tell her, It's not like I'll ever meet any of these women.. they live so far away.. Just ask Lindsey.. We've been talking off and on for the last 4 years...::sigh:: and yet we've never met.. I love her tho.. she's someone who knows more about me than anyone I've met offline.. Arielle being someone else who I love and adore.. She's been there since my relationship with April Palumbo.. ::whew::.. and that my friends is a long ass time ago.. back when I had long hair...damn.. memories..

So I didn’t think Jeane would react well to tell her about some of the people I talk to and love.. seeing how she flipped out with just the comments on Bangme.. So I kept that to myself...

I told a couple of friends about the situation, all before the conversation, and it was Ricky who told me that I should back off, seeing how she's so jealous, since she wasn’t going to react.. He called me a Fucking romantic slut... Which I agree with.. I am.. I'm a romantic.. a fucking romantic at that.. with my bleeding heart and bent backwards morals.. and a slut.. because honestly.. I can't say no.. If I meet a girl, and she shows me affection.. I can't just reject her.. I need affection.. it's something that feeds my soul.. a soft touch and a strong kiss are the two things that just bend me backwards into the land of love and lust.. I can't reject someone.. and I can't say no.. which is really my underlying problem.. since I'll show someone how tender I can be.. and they think it's just for them.. when in all honesty.. I'm that tender and loving with anyone. I could be a high priced hooker, the way I show my tenderness.. I don’t know what it is.. other than the fact that I am a lover.

So needless to say.. Jeane started falling in love with me.. but honestly.. I don’t think she was falling for me, as much as she was using me for attention. She doesn’t have anyone in her life that shows her love, She doesn’t have anywhere to go to get away from her crazy mom.. So I was like the exit path for all that.. and I shut her down.. So I can't blame her for bashing me in her journal. I think I kind of fell into that groove in here, by throwing out all these little tidbits about her here.. but you know, one screw deserves another. besides.. this is more for me to look over and remind myself not to just give into a sweet smile and warm body. If I would have taken the time to really get to know Jeane or Tory, I would have never, EVER.. even tried to be with them... then again, Like I need anymore friends or enemies..

So needless to say.. after all this... I tortured myself by reading her journal last night and after seeing how "badly I hurt her".. I apologized for being an asshole to her.. which was a mistake.. but considering I hadn’t slept in 24 hours, I was feeling emotional.. and I cried.. it felt good tho.. to get it out of my system.. and then went to bed...only to wake up.. to see that she'd posted our conversation on live journal... along with her smitten comments.. So now... I'm happy. I have my own hate fan club.. It feels like a lovers war. east and west coast…shooting comments in journals.. and the best part?
I learned my lesson. Never trust a big butt and a smile..
Trust yourself.. for you know the true answer.. and one day.. somewhere.. love will find you and prove you wrong for a change.


I had the link in here, but I figure that's crossing the line now looking back in hindsight.. I shouldn't give you all ready access to my "hate aaron fanclub".. after all.. If you're here, odds are you don't hate me, but I dont want to lose you to the dark side... LoL.
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to Big blue sea - Bob Schneider

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Awesome day...
12/03/2003 11:46 p.m.
Today sucked.. and yet.. it still was an awesome day...
I met some new people, talked a bunch of shit.. kissed a girl.. wow.. it just doesnt get any better.. Oo Oo.. I even kicked one to the curb that's been getting on my nerves! To think, that I thought today was gonna suck!

I might be lonly in some senses.. but you know.. I don't care.. it's nice to be alone..

even tho..

nothing compares.... to you..
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to Rawk on

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Mmmmm.. Part 2...
12/03/2003 12:01 p.m.
Yeah.. I've been depressed...

but I think that's since my lack of faith in other people..

People just go and prove me right everytime I put some faith into tho.. they prove me right everytime they step over me to keep walking...they show me the true nature of things when they stab me in the back... they show me not to put my faith in weak hearts and feeble backs..

Honestly.. I don't feel like writing poetry... I feel like writing down my dreams... but I don't see much point in that either. I'm just a mess.. I know it.. I can feel this uncertainty dwelling inside me.. I can feel this lack of compassion for myself growing...

I don't expect anyone to feel sorry for me.. I wouldn't ask for it... I'd give it... ok.. maybe not.. hence even more so, why I don't expect shit from anyone.. much less some understanding. Why I'm even writing this I don't know.. since this is far from a cry for help or to get attention... maybe I'm just bored and thought I'd confess some stuff... LoL.. fuck it..

But I've been keeping another weblog... Which I've really been writing in.. this one is just my passive weblog.. a place for all you cheery souls to come and get a peek into the freaks life...

How you enjoy the show!
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to technobabble

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what I've been avoiding..
11/29/2003 08:06 p.m.
I havent really written in here alot latly.. mainly because I tried to take on too much at one time...

I really burned myself out writing for a while it seems, I havent felt like dealing with it.. I dont really know why.. mainly because I guess its that I've been depressed.. trying to get a job and all, working for that pie in the sky, etc.. it's been a real pain in the rump.

I havent been sleeping good at all latly, but what else is new? My sleep pattern is really shot to hell.. and I've been trying to wreck it, so I could change it back, but it's only thrown me more out of wack.. I fell asleep yesterday at 1pm and slept till midnight.. god.. IM such a freak...

It's been realyy windy.. but I like the wind.. I can hear the leaves on the trees outside talking.. rushing and slapping.. I love it.. it's acaully wonderful outside today.. a little cold.. but then again, I like the cold..
I've been sick tho.. the damn season changes always fuck my up for a while.. I dunno what the deal is.. the best i can figure it's from the mold of the dying leaves...

My love life is a joke.. I keep meeting people who freak me out.. and it's really starting to bother me.. I dunno.. maybe I am destined to be alone.. at least then I wont be all stressed out and depressed because I dont have anything to offer to anyone.. espically someone who really wants the world.. You just feel so out of place.. alienated of sorts.. God... what a fucked life I lead..

Hmmm... what else..

I wrote some new stuff this morning.. I just felt in the mood to write.. the wind was blowing, nice breeze.. smell of hardee's blowing through my window reminding me of chicken at lunchtime.. that's proabbly the only thing that really sucks about living where I do.. You tend to smell all that the fast food place is cooking.. so I dont think I wanna eat fried chicken for a couple of months after I move out of here... sheesh.. and I LOVE CHICKEN>.. bah..
I better go before I expire my time limit and lose this post... enjoy the new poems... I'll try and write more..

I am currently Bleh
I am listening to Wind through my window...

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Nikki Survey...
11/23/2003 01:03 a.m.
For those of you who didnt know I was on myspace.com...

Nikki's Survey...

I saw this, so I figured it'd help answer questions you havent even asked yet!

x: name = Aaron

:x: piercing = Tongue and ears 4 times.. 2 each side…

:x: tattoos = none. I haven’t found something I want to keep for the rest of my life…

:x: height = 6’2”

:x: shoe size = 11 1/2

:x: hair color = Dark brown...

:x: length = short.. just enuff to grab…

:x: siblings = None.. Only child…


LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Moth man Prophecies

:x: movie you bought = Italian Job

:x: song you listened to = Ani Difranco – Rush Hour

:x: song that was stuck in your head = Moving in Stereo by the Cars

:x: cd you bought = (New) Family Tree (Self Titled)

:x: cd you listened to = RATM – First Cd… The first one’s always rawk the hardest…

:x: person you've called = Tory

:x: person that's called you = Jamie

:x: tv show you've watched = Adult Swim

:x: person you were thinking of = Richard

DO...

:x: you have a bf or gf = nope

:x: you have a crush on someone = Yes, but I doubt it will ever become of anything…I’m unlucky like that..

:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = hell fucking yes (Ditto) Like Amsterdam or Ibiza

:x: you think about suicide = I do when I wake up with a hangover…

:x: you believe in online dating = What’s that? If you mean meeting someone off the internet, sure.. but dating them… that’s scary.. lol

:x: others find you attractive = Before or after the Jeager and redbull?

:x: you want more piercings = Sure, I need more holes in my body… labret, gage the ears, septum, eyebrows.. the works! And put a railroad spike through my jank while you’re at it.. Ladies like the spike, right? Right?

:x: you drink = If you could call it that… I drink heavily on occasions with company…

:x: you do drugs = they do me.. and leave a phone number…

:x: you smoke = yes, but not crack.

:x: you like cleaning = I love to clean.. it makes everything so nice afterwards… and it smells good too!

:x: you like roller coasters = With a passion.

:x: you write in cursive or print = P R I N T

:x: you carry a donor card = yes, give my heart to the needy, stevie wonder can have my eyes, and the deaf can have my ears.. as long as they don’t mind the size..

FOR OR AGAINST...

:x: long distance relationships = Ummm.. Depends on the relationship…

:x: using someone = No.. unless they are using you too.

:x: killing people = Only if you have to eat them afterwards.

:x: teenage smoking = What would they do with all the free time?

:x: premarital sex = ok.. just not in West Virginia.

:x: driving drunk = No.. but legal in West Virginia.

:x: gay/lesbian relationship = Love is love.. face it.. get over it even. Let the people enjoy sodomy in the privacy of their homes.. Sheesh…

FAVORITE...

:x: food = Pasta of all types.

:x: song = Wish you were here by Pink Floyd

:x: thing to do = Sleep… and snuggle…

:x: thing to talk about = music and writing…

:x: sports = Rally racing, Mountain Bike racing, Snowboarding, X-games…

:x: drink = soda: Ummm.. Mountain dew and Jeager…

:x: clothes = Chords, cotton, Hoodies.

:x: movies = Anime, porn, Anime porn is twice as nice! Ummm.. Usual Suspects/Heat type movies…

:x: band/singer = Soul Coughing/M. Doughty

:x: holiday = My Birthday

HAVE YOU...

:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = Yes.. Stupid me.

:x: ever lied to someone = Of course… Ever been asked the ‘Do these make my ass look big?’ question?

:x: ever been in a fist fight = Yes.. this guy was beating on his wife and I ended up punching him out.

:x: ever been arrested = yeah… I’m a bad person with bad herbs doing bad things to bad people… bad bad bad…

FAVORITE...

:x: Disney movie = Finding Nemo or Lion King

:x: scent = Clean towels…Drakkar and leather

:x: word = Simmerdowngnaw

:x: nickname = Dank, Dankster, Mojohoho, Airhead, A-ron, A-rod, Air, Roni, Frank the tank, Old Blu, Drunk Bastard, burner, Sir Smokes a lot, Bong boy, Music Munkey

:x: eye color = Green

:x: flower = Rose

:x: piercing = Monroe

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

:x: pretty = No.

:x: funny = Only if I make you laugh.

:x: friendly = Quite… outgoing too.. I seem to get along with most anyone…

:x: amusing = Umm.. to watch from a distance maybe…

:x: ugly = No.

:x: loveable = Very. Very. Very….but I guess I’m just biased.

:x: pessimistic = Sometimes.
:x: optimistic = Most of the time

:x: caring = Very much so..

:x: sweet = You’d get a cavity…

RANDOM...

:x: Spell your first name backwards : noraA

:x: The story behind your user name: I used to be Mr. Mojo Risin since I was a huge doors fan.. lost it to AOL TOS.. arg.. So I went to Dankmojo.. that lasted for about two years.. someone ganked it so I couldn’t use it again.. So I became DankMojoJojo.. mainly for I love the Power puff girls.. and Mojo Jojo espically… he slays me.. So hence.. from that day, and that day forth.. and ongoing since that day… of days of ongoing.. I have been… DankMojoJOJO!!!

:x: Are you straight?: I love a woman’s body… I love the imperfections.. I love the noises and juices it makes.. I love the smell, the taste, the feeling, the pulse, the rhythm, the musk, the stains, shapes, the curves and the pure essence of a woman… so yes.. I’m straight...obsessed.

:x: 3 words that sum you up: Gemini, Lover, Poet.

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -

:x: In my mouth = A bowel.

:x: Fetishes = Snuggling, Kissing, Leather, Light Bondage.

:x: Person you wish you were with = Sarah Mac or Ani DiFranco

:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = A new job…

:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = big spiders and war


I am currently Festive
I am listening to Kruder and Dorfmeister

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