Incredibly Fabulous
10/25/2002 09:01 p.m.
If you can get happier than I am right now, I would really like to see it.  I am so incredibly perfect right now and so is my life. I just want to shout from the rooftops.....YAY
I am currently Perfect
I am listening to The phone ringing and my honey's voice

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Incredibly Fabulous
10/25/2002 09:01 p.m.
If you can get happier than I am right now, I would really like to see it.  I am so incredibly perfect right now and so is my life. I just want to shout from the rooftops.....YAY
I am currently Perfect
I am listening to The phone ringing and my honey's voice

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Heart Stopping Moment
10/24/2002 03:31 a.m.
What do you say when the guy that you ahve wanted since you were firsteen years old, and you are now twenty, finally tells you that he wants to be with you. I have never wanted something so much in my life, and to finally have it on my plate...I don't know what to think
I am currently Overwhelmed
I am listening to Carolina in my Mind - James Taylor

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Couldn't Be Happier
10/22/2002 02:41 a.m.

I don't think that I could be any happier than I am right now. I spoke with my dear Justin last night and he informed me that he is NOT moving to Maine with his family, but he is going to stay right here where he belongs. I would hate to have another close friend move to far away. This is some of the best news I have received in a long time. Well Good night all.

Jacki

I Want To Go To BED!!
10/19/2002 02:31 p.m.
Have you ever just went crazy? Like you fell high or drunk, but all you have had is a bottle of sprite and you don't know why you are off the wall? That is how last night was for me. I danced in a window to get Justin's attention as he drove by my house. I sent a mean message to Matt on im. I drove up and down Main Street like a dozen times just to taunt someone who has been annoying the hell out of me. I got gas and ran into people who don't like the person I was riding around with. We beeped all over main street last night. Then we brought Dana to a scary place in Uxbridge. Then this morning Travis forgot to bring his "friend" to the school for her class trip at 4 this morning so we had rude and angry parents barging through the apartment and Travis is all upset because he thinks he will never see her again. But he has another girlfriend who will be having his child in less than a month. And I personally don't want him to be with either of them, because I want him to be with me. I just need a guy right now. I was fine with the whole single thing, but now I am ready to be with someone. I am going to go now, because my headache is coming back and I only slept for 2 or 3 hours last night.
I am currently Hyper
I am listening to The Blood rushing through my head

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Confused....Opinions Please???
10/15/2002 02:59 a.m.
I am so confused right now that I am not totally sure what to do. I am looking for opinions on this. I took a close friend to a wedding the other night and we had a magnificent time. At this point I began to realize that I have feelings for him and we have this unspoken bond between us. Problem is his ex girlfriend is still around and they are kind of together due to the fact that she will be having their son in less than three weeks. He wants to be responsible for her and the baby but the chemistry is there. And he lives wiht my best friend and I sleep over there all the time. I don't want to make the wrong decision here. I don't know if I should just go with it, or if I should wait until later, after the baby is born or what. If you have any advice for me, I would tremendously appreciate it. I don't know what to do.
I am currently Dismayed
I am listening to Forever Love - Reba

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Best Night EVER!!
10/12/2002 03:54 a.m.

Tonight was absolutely incredible. Beau and April finally got married and it was a beautiful ceremony. It was at Blissful Meadows. I had a date who is quite the gentleman. He danced with me, which was nice. I had the most gorgeous black and silver dress on. My nails and hair were done up really pretty too. I had so much fun. And when Travis and I got back to his house his roomates made us pose and take pictures. It felt like we were back  at the prom. That was cool though, because somewhere along the line I developed one hell of a crush on Travis...which isn't good because he is going to be a dad in less that a month, but he is kinda sorta single. He is just so awesome...I don't know how things are going to work out at ths point. All I know is that I need to get this makeup off and go to bed because I am soo exhausted so goodnigth all and have a wonderful day tomorrow.   Jacki

La Di Da
10/06/2002 05:09 p.m.
Sometimes I don't understand the way that people think and some of the things that they do. People confuse me, and as much as I am not trying to become a better person it seems so hard to me. I don't know. I don't know if I should apologize to certain people and maybe not to others. I am so confused. My head is in a jumble, but that very well could still be the effects of last night...woo we won't get into that though. Have a nice day.
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to The sound of a pounding headache.

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Carefree
09/18/2002 04:10 a.m.
Tearing up my pictures...wow, none of the guys I have ever dated, and none of my friends have ever gotten me to the point where I tear up their pictures til now. See it is not that I am all depressed and stuff. It isn't like that at all. I somehow found myself amongst of mess of my life and realized that if you stress it just makes you feel worse. So I got to the point of relaxing and taking things in stride and if it means that I need to tell someone that I hate them and tear up their pictures then so be it. I am just doing it so that in my mind there is closure. I don't care, just like my best friend isn't talking to me now either, and instead of letting it eat away at me, I wrote her a letter and have been chillin with other friends. It'll blow over or I will lose her as a friend, doesn't matter to me. I just take things as they come at this point. Oh well. I love where I live, I love where I work and no one, and I mean no one can take that away from me, no matter how small minded they thinks us Douglas people are. Those who judge us are lesser people for doing so. Goodnight now, for I must go to sleep because I am going to the gym tomorrow and I went today and I am exhausted. Goodnight.
I am currently Calm
I am listening to Godspeed Sweet Dreams - Dixie Chicks

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Life is Worth It
09/16/2002 03:56 a.m.
Detached sounds like a good word to describe my mood. These days I have learned to manage my stress and care less what people think of me and how they treat me. Take my good friend who won't speak to me now because I talk to her roommate who is moving out. Sorry, I can be friends with who I want. And other people just amaze me sometimes in the things that they say. I am good most of the time, but sometimes, I just can't hold my tongue. For instance I emailed someone I haven't spoken to in months because I read his journal and something struck a chord with me. I will probably get a nasty note back now, but hey....in what he wrote, he was just asking for it...sorry. So yes, I have detached myself from most of the negativity in my life. I have started going to the gym three times a week at least and my friend just had a new baby and my life is actually looking good. I was stood up for a date, but after an hour or so of being pissed I was over it. It is so nice to have a GOOD outlook on life for once. I will not let people walk all over me anymore, I spent most of my life like that and I am through. And now I have to go to bed because it is almost midnight and I have to work in the morning. So goodnight to all, and think positive.
I am currently Detached
I am listening to Diamond Rio - Beautiful Mess

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