My take away from this is the notion that we sometimes sabotage our future. I know I have at times. Often we are so preoccupied with the fear of an outcome we settle the issue before it happens. The ensuing agony is exactly as you describe "Flailing./Gutted./Done." I enjoyed this piece immensely. Thank you very much, Terry.

Cute write and how often do we run or hide before we can be rejected?

So much truth revealed in this. I love your use of metaphors.Great write, Terry.

Ahhh I like this a good deal -because intent is often the key -and the sentiment behind the wound is often the killing force. Wonderful metaphor too!