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Still...

by Gregory Oregon

Even now when I lay on my left
I feel as if I
turn away from You.

So out of comfort
or maybe for Hope's sake
I quickly turn to my right
For as long as I can remember
up until the moment we met
I use to fall asleep all the time on my left

Then You arrived
and so did our sleeping arrangements
which changed the direction
I was use to facing.

Unto the east my eyes
stared into the horizon
and as You awoke every morning beside me
I never once missed the Sun’s rising

For 2 years and some change
I saw the Sun rise every day
and when I went to bed
never once did I ever see my Sun set

You laid there beside me unwavering
held still in golden perfection
You warmed me through the bitter
New England winter
and though the world around me
as I knew of it froze
and felt the sting of each season passing
there I lay
suspended in an endless Spring

I still lay on my right
but only now
there
where
my Sun use to shine
lay an absence of my Star’s light

fearful
I sometimes awake at night
afraid
that I, maybe am laying on the wrong side
and have turned away from my Love

have I
somehow through the night
turned to my left,
faced the west
now my gaze
my eyes
are fixed upon a world where my sun has set

Hope
carries me through this
seemingly
eternal night
and so
because of Hope
that this Love of mine keeps lit
I still lay on my right
and pray that one of these nights
when I open my eyes
I will once again
awake to my
Sun’s rise.

02/24/2008

Author's Note: que es estes mundo sin usted
te quiero siempre

Posted on 02/25/2008
Copyright © 2025 Gregory Oregon

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Nanette Bellman on 02/25/08 at 10:14 PM

I really like how you feel like the way you lay and have laid has maybe made the path your life is going. Atleast, that's my interpretation of it. Great read.

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