What do you mean I'm over qualified to steal your heart?
What do you mean you fell in love with me from the start?
How am I to compare to all you've ever dreamed of?
How am I to complete this thing called love?

Who am I to question the train of fate?
Who am I to show up to the appointment late?
What am I to be without a spine in my back?
Why do I come to resent all that I lack?

How am I to see when I look above?
How am I to complete this thing called love?

Am I to wander the world complete and whole
Just to find a match to my soul?
Am I to run around and search for love?
Am I to see spots from looking above?

Should I know the difference between push and shove
How do I ever complete the equation of love

Am I to die alone with out one to snuggle
Do I get to stand alone in my ever present struggle
Do I have to just explain it to the world
that I miss all my happy girls?

I miss the hours in their arms?
I miss their seductive subtle charms?
I loved the nibbles on the earlobe
and the way we got to travel the globe?

The hours just spent staring into your eyes
and seeing you smile in darling surprise.
Should I just let them fly like a dove
or do I run back to what I thought was love?
Do I really want to know the difference between push and shove?
How do I ask forgiveness and get back that lost love?

Do I beg down on one knee to get back your heart
or do I have to help make that connection start?
Do I have to inflate your ego and make your head swell
or Do I just go back to your self imposed hell?
Am I to have to love someone I've come to loathe
and when you'd be naked I'd wish for clothe..
When You tried to seduce me with a wet Willie.
I thought about how making you come was silly.
For you know nothing of how to make me shine
and the ways I loved you were divine.
So maybe what goes around comes around
but when you look, I won't be found..

So I bow my head and back out now
because I need real love and I don't care how.
Satisfaction is the name of the game
since no two are ever the same.
Some like it like that and others get tense
and some have never looked back sense.
So maybe everyone has their nightmare love
and then you get to find the difference between push and shove.

So bend over backwards and know how it humbles
since it seem love we all experience the bumbles.

06/20/1999

Posted on 12/16/2003
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