Babble on about something you don't even conceive
and then go to the funeral so you can grieve.
Ask why she didn't call you back
and then go on the verbal attack.
Ask yourself is this all I ever want in life
and is she really supposed to be my eternal wife?
Am I to sell my soul for the dream of an everlasting embrace
and am I to give everything just for the smile on her face?
Am I to give up all I know and who I am for this?
Am I the one to lose my mind every time we kiss?
Am I the lost soul in her sanctum of heaven above?
Am I to be cleansed of all my sins by her undying love?
Am I to lose all my evil ways once she's here?
Will my point on life then be clear?
Will I know what I want and who I am
or will I still be up on the scam?
Will I lose everything like last time
but when it happens, will I just drop the dime?
Will I let it all just fail at the drop of a hat?
Do I even know where it's really at?
Do I know what I want out of her embrace?
Will I just give it all up for the smile on her face?
Will I fall in love like the times before
Or will I see her and find something more?
Will I be happy with her for the rest of my life?
Is she the one, my soul mate, my ultimate wife?

06/20/1999

Posted on 12/16/2003
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