I've been wondering why I've never fit in
and why some people think that I'm a cardinal sin.
For I seem to be in the worst place at the wrong time
and sometimes it seems to have me around is a crime.
I bless the situation with bad luck every time I show
and it seems if anything my bad lucks the only to grow.
I ruin my friends lives just riding in their car
just from asking them if I could get a ride home from the bar.
So what if I'm just human, so are you
and it always seemed I've always knew.
I knew I don't belong and I knew this was to never be
but I tried to fit into your all's fantasy.
I tried to jump through your social hoops to gain respect
and I told funny jokes to help heal the neglect.
I tried to make up for the world in just a flash
and I even opened to share my secret stash.
I shared my smiles with all the world
yet it still didn't get me that special girl.
It still leaves me lonely in the cold night
and it seems that maybe my story will turn out all right.

06/10/1999

Posted on 12/16/2003
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