After all these years of fighting and mindless bicker
I’ve found I’ve loved you all along...
No more snide comment slung by the hip.
No more spiteful words about your new man.
No more gut wrenching remarks about past sexual escapades...
No more tearful remorseful filled conversations..
Now just the happiness of a salvaged friendship..
I’ve lost the only person I loved, so how could I hate you now?
How could I ever forget that even once I loved you...
How could I know that I once needed you more than her?
How could I ever forget?
Narrow minded fools of the super highway of love
passing by all the off ramps to happiness just to keep on the road..
Nonsense to some, Immaculate speculations to few
but to those who know, usually know they do...
No more questions to answer
just another midnight romancer...
How could I know? How do I let it show?
How do I open my heart? How do I get back to start?
How do I repair a burned bridge in the past?
How do I fix something that never seemed to last?
How do I dream of you and me 5 years previous
back to when I seemed too mischievous..
How do I repair the damage without seeming ulterior
How do I show you, that now I’m not so inferior?
How do I prove the point but get the score
Am I just satisfied with more more more?
Sigh back to the realization of possibility
and hope to make it all a better reality..

01/30/2000

Posted on 12/16/2003
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