I awoke the other night from a horrible dream.
One where I could still hear our arguing screams.
I was back with you after all the years
and it awoke all those hiding fears.
I awoke with a sweat stained bed
and a tear stained, feverish head
and I realized that I still love you
even though all the shit you put me through.
After all was said and done
I can still remember us having fun.
I remember how mad you could make me
and how you could blind me to see.
I still can smell you here
even though you face isn't that clear.
I know someone has their hands full
since back when our push came to pull.
So maybe everything happens for some reasons
and I'll forget all of our petty treason's.
Maybe then this scar of my heart will heal
and maybe one day we'll work out a new deal.

01/15/1999

Posted on 12/16/2003
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