All the accusations fly near me.
All trying to cut and shear me.
All in this unbearable pain
and I tell myself, Never again.

Pain festers in it's many ways
for some may be food, and yet others, Bad lays.

Too much pain to remember?
Afraid of that dark past November.

I don't remember even an apology
maybe that's why I stack psychology.
A childhood that I could never forget.
How could this ever be let?
A childhood that I'll never know...
Never really know what to show...

06/17/1999

Posted on 12/16/2003
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