Damn this feeling of hopelessness that invades me whole.
That rain cloud that seems to hover above my soul.
Damn this loathing of people luckier than me
and damn me for being too damn blind to see.
I forgot who I was when I feel in love with you
and when we're together, we and the space grew.
The space between who we are and who we were
and I damn myself for even trying to fall for her.
All I wanted is what I never got
and I don't think it's worth another shot.
I don't think that I'm properly dressed
for all the bullshit you just confessed.
I don't believe in honesty and lies
or how I'm supposed to look past your disguise.
I don't know why I let it go this far
so why don't I just jump from this car?
Anything to be away from your voice
and to believe in the beginning you were my choice...

12/16/2003

Posted on 12/16/2003
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