Unable to grasp even how I feel..
Unable to think of how to deal..
Unable to let go of what we had..
Unable to forget how deep I'm sad..
I'll wait forever is what I thought..
and pay the cost to what I bought..
Waiting in the ranks for just the right time
and forget all about how to stand in the line..
Waiting in the wings for the once again..
and tell myself that I’m not committing a sin..
Wrap me up in silk and set me aflame..
and then at least no one is to blame..
I lost the lust for love the day I lost you..
and I felt I finally paid the tax that was due..
You were my shining hope of love in this world..
and you were my one and only, loving girl..
You said how you felt and kept it real..
but I was just unable to handle how I was to feel..
I won the battle but lost the war..
now I can't stand to bear it anymore..
I've lost just about enough
and this time I call the bluff..
You made life worth living for..
you made me beg for more..
You were the reason I made for this..
and now it's just everything that I'm gonna miss..

07/06/2000

Posted on 12/16/2003
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