Weirdness is a word used to escape the confines of english
Like trying out some new vaugeness fetish...
Trying to find the word that best describes
All those dark unknown feelings deep inside
Feeling lost inside yourself with the world surrounding you...
And trying to find all those feelings that you never knew...
When you close your eyes and open your mind
Deep in your dreams you might look to find
Some bit of substance in your reality
While you sit back in a playtoy fantasy
Dreaming of the one who will sweep the board clean
Knowing not what all the words really mean
But running by on all the misgivings and phrases
While you glance into our different dazes
A playtoy for you, A slave for me
You want to hold, I want to set free
You play innocent to a game I know too well
Like a game of pitfall into which I once fell
Like I still care after all the burned bridges I set
After I'd found out it was only to want
something I couldn't get
Then again maybe its all the same in our two reality's
Dreaming our petty dreams in our own midnight fantasy.

05/15/1996

Author's Note: this was brought back to light after I found it on an oooollld ex's website.. I was honored to be remembered after all these years... even if she was OCD...

Posted on 12/11/2003
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