Fuck it all, what am I supposed to do?
Am I supposed to forget it all and stick like glue?
Am I to drop all those past conflicts
and let my love and doubts mix?
Should I just drop it all in my lap
and for once be the begotten sap?
Am I to listen to all they say
or am I just to sit here and not wanna play?
Am I to wrap my arms around myself in a hug
or just let you stomp on me like a bug?
Should I just forget it all and be insane
Or should I just be as clear as a window pane?
Should I be the person you want me to be
Or is that someone you could never aspire to see?

10/20/2003

Posted on 10/20/2003
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