I praised the lord when you broke my spell
since in it’s reigns I was starting to dwell,
I spoke to myself about the things lost
and sat around and assessed the cost.
I never knew I would have to pay this price
to feel like shit and have to act nice…
To sell my anger away for this adoration
while it feels like my heart is in a form of suffocation..
No more hours spent with the boys
No days sitting around playing with my toys..
Not a dream could wake me from this nightmare
but who am I even give a care?
I sold it all for the chance to have you
I sold it for the one thing I knew to be true…
I gave up my freedom for your embrace
now you just look away and make a face…
I fucked myself over and let you call the shots
and stuck myself dealing with all your Springer plots.

09/12/2003

Posted on 09/12/2003
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