I never wanted to tell you about all I felt
I never wanted to tell you how bad your breath smelt
I never wanted to share all the things that made me bad
I never wanted to be the one to make you sad…
I always wanted to be the one who made you smile
I always wanted to be the one who kept his guile
I wanted something I just couldn’t have
and what I wanted and what I got I ended up with half
I told you I needed you but you just laughed at me
I told you I loved you, but you said it was a fantasy..
I had a broken heart but now I just have my hand
I had a reason, but now I lack to come to understand.
I thought you’d always be there but now your not
I thought I could figure out any evil plot..
I think therefore I believe I am
but then again, I know I’m just on the scam…

I held you once and know your secrets
and knew all of your mental retreats
I thought you knew how much I cared
and know all the points that I’ve spared
I thought you’d understand how I feel
and how all the problems seem to be surreal.
I never explained how much I thought of you
and I never spoke a word to you that was untrue.
Speak softly and hope that things are straight
Scream and for that response be patient and wait.
Spend all your time hoping for something better
and when it comes to it always works together.

09/12/2003

Posted on 09/12/2003
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