I knew once who I wanted to be, but since forgot
and since then, I’ve thought about it a lot.
The more I think of it, the less I seem to know
and it seems my confusion just seems to grow…
I thought I knew you, but that was just a joke
and I thought my heart was fine, only to find that it’s broke…
I thought you knew me better than that
but it seems all my standing arguments just fell flat…
I thought, but then I found out I was always wrong
and then it just taught me the lesson I knew, all along…
I don’t think as much as I did before
cuz it only make me want to sit down and think about it more…
I spent years in the spaces between my ears
and just seemed to just magnify all of my fears.
I knew once, but that’s just one of those happy memories
so now I dwell here instead of in my own mental fantasies.

08/30/2003

Posted on 08/31/2003
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