I do what I can with what I have here
and I try to make everything, oh, so clear.
I bide my time and pay for my sins
for only after denial, the healing begins.
Dying everyday in my own personal way,
no matter what you do or say.
Exposing myself to this malestrom of pain
Feeling the bite of that cold, icey rain.
I have zero tolerance for happiness
since that one time, I had real bliss.
I had you, and I have all I desired
and I was so happy with what I aquired.
I look back and nothing can even compare
since at the time I didn't think I cared.
I sold myself short and shall forever pay
since it seems I didn't know what to say.

I crawled into myself and sold my soul
just so I could fill that little hole.
I dropped my sanity by the curb of lonliness
since you're all I've ever known to miss...
I have zero tolerance for myself or time
since I consider my allegations a crime.
I knew not what I meant or what life I live
since the one gift you wanted, I couldn't give.
I happend onto the find of a lifetime search
and now in this dark corner I've had to pearch.
I have to forget the plans and start over anew
since me and her and come in and gone through.

I have zero tolerance for myself or love
since I'm the fool who let push become shove.

01/16/2002

Posted on 01/16/2002
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