Shadows and dust are all that remain.
Something to remember all that long lost pain.
Dreams of a shattered past to awake me from my sleep
and into my waking world these thoughts slowly creep..
I thought I knew it all and then I found out I was wrong
and now I don't really know where or why I really belong...
Just another day in this world of misery and struggle
with all these feelings that I have to daily juggle..
Wanting to just give up and rest a while.
Sit back and die in my own casual style..
Just drop off the planet in one of my favorite ways...
just trying to make it throughout another one of my days...
Wishing I could just stay in my bed but my bills are all due
and it seems like this is a struggle with I'll never be through.
Sickness health, they care not for my time.
Sins and death are just another of my crime.
Lies and truth twisted for all to see,
just another day in the life of me.

12/18/2001

Posted on 12/18/2001
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