For the last three months, I have had the most massive case of writers block in a long time... I felt afraid to confess my desires and unrest with this system that keeps pushing me down when I try to get a foot in the door. I felt afraid to confer to myself and others this feeling of unrest in my soul, this uncertainty of what to expect.. I require stability, it's my pleasure, to know things will run smooth.. not anymore.. with media hype and rumors, I might as well move into a bomb shelter now, while I can still make space for a cot..

12/18/2001

Posted on 12/18/2001
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