Have you lost your life because of your stash?
Is it the dealer who always gets all your cash?
Sitting on your back porch tripping balls.
Sitting there chilling, watching the walls.
Passing away all your time in a ill bought euphoric state.
Seems when it comes to drugs you've always cleaned your plate.
With your straw and razor,
so baby, what's your party favor?
Weed, acid, Shrooms, K, E?

Do they help you see the inner me?
Do they take away all your hidden pain?
When you come down, what did you gain?
you create your own view on life,
Letting drugs push away your soul mate and wife.
Letting the high control the lifestyle
Trying to stay high all the while
Spending all your pay on a sack
then looking around and seeing all you lack.
Some will tell you your just in denial
saying shit like come to rehab for a while.
So when you have that moment of clarity
and give your heart to charity.
Charity on yourself and how you really feel
and having the need to get down to something real.
looking around sadly and disowning the deal
but still unable to handle how you really feel.
8-08-2000

11/15/2001

Posted on 11/15/2001
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