Maybe someday I will understand
The things that happen to me
The matters that come my way
The reasons why they come.

Maybe someone will cause me
To understand, to comprehend
And to accept these entities
These that burden me so much.

Maybe there is a person
Who shares in my stumbling
Somebody who feels the way I feel
A concrete to lean on to.

Maybe being cursed is the reason
Why I am in this world
But how unfortunate of me
To have this as my destiny!

Maybe this will end someday
Only then will I see light
Maybe everyone will realize
How hard it is to be me.



*melancholia series

09/21/2001

Posted on 09/21/2001
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