Sitting amongst what
01/21/2002 05:57 a.m.
its horrible, sitting around, watching the rest of life spin around you while you sit in grief, ache, and dissillusenment. emptiness, that swollen bruise feeling that fills you to the point that you cant eat, but starving for proper care.

i feeling this way, i just want to get past it, but i cant, i hate it when i fail, and i let my failures block my way to the other things that exist in my life.

and the anger. when im my normal self, im not one to be angry. these past months have been wasted. and i feel so angry at that.

angry that i was never loved at all
I am currently Empty