Carefree
09/18/2002 04:10 a.m.
Tearing up my pictures...wow, none of the guys I have ever dated, and none of my friends have ever gotten me to the point where I tear up their pictures til now. See it is not that I am all depressed and stuff. It isn't like that at all. I somehow found myself amongst of mess of my life and realized that if you stress it just makes you feel worse. So I got to the point of relaxing and taking things in stride and if it means that I need to tell someone that I hate them and tear up their pictures then so be it. I am just doing it so that in my mind there is closure. I don't care, just like my best friend isn't talking to me now either, and instead of letting it eat away at me, I wrote her a letter and have been chillin with other friends. It'll blow over or I will lose her as a friend, doesn't matter to me. I just take things as they come at this point. Oh well. I love where I live, I love where I work and no one, and I mean no one can take that away from me, no matter how small minded they thinks us Douglas people are. Those who judge us are lesser people for doing so. Goodnight now, for I must go to sleep because I am going to the gym tomorrow and I went today and I am exhausted. Goodnight.
I am currently Calm
I am listening to Godspeed Sweet Dreams - Dixie Chicks