Life is Worth It
09/16/2002 03:56 a.m.
Detached sounds like a good word to describe my mood. These days I have learned to manage my stress and care less what people think of me and how they treat me. Take my good friend who won't speak to me now because I talk to her roommate who is moving out. Sorry, I can be friends with who I want. And other people just amaze me sometimes in the things that they say. I am good most of the time, but sometimes, I just can't hold my tongue. For instance I emailed someone I haven't spoken to in months because I read his journal and something struck a chord with me. I will probably get a nasty note back now, but hey....in what he wrote, he was just asking for it...sorry. So yes, I have detached myself from most of the negativity in my life. I have started going to the gym three times a week at least and my friend just had a new baby and my life is actually looking good. I was stood up for a date, but after an hour or so of being pissed I was over it. It is so nice to have a GOOD outlook on life for once. I will not let people walk all over me anymore, I spent most of my life like that and I am through. And now I have to go to bed because it is almost midnight and I have to work in the morning. So goodnight to all, and think positive.
I am currently Detached
I am listening to Diamond Rio - Beautiful Mess