Tragic Events
08/17/2002 02:36 a.m.
Tonight really has to be the absolute worst night. How do you go to a wake and see your friend lying there in a coffin? How can a young person be taken away from us so tragically. He was an incredibly beautiful person with a lot of love. This has been the most difficult night, and tomorrow will be just as bad. I have to go to the funeral. The events of this week are almost too much to bear. And my friend, in that line, was so strong with his little brother gone. I wish I could be so strong. And yet letting go of my hand was hard for him, I imagine letting go to someone is hard for everyone. I haven't lost someone in a long time, and seeing Eric in that casket, I don't know. I can't get that image out of my head. May he rest in peace and always be watching over us. We love you Eric.
I am currently Helpless
I am listening to The Impossible - Joe Nichols