How Do I Get Myself Into This
04/20/2002 02:58 p.m.
Last night I run into an ex of mine and it really freaked me out. Now I feel really bad because another ex who I care alot about just read the angry poem that I wrote about the other and thinks it is about him. And I really hope he believes me when I tell him it isn't but I just don't know. I mean that damn neighbor of mine yelled something out the window to the extent of "Fucking Bitch" so should I get a little pissed off and call him an asshole...yes I think I should. And then I think I need to write a mad poem about this creep. I didn't intend for the other guy to read and think it was him. And I feel really bad because he still thinks it. And I love the other guy, and I would never intend to do something like this and hurt him in such a way. I just hope he understands me, and believes me when I say that I am sorry and it is not him. How do I get myself into these messes??? I still don't even have a car!
I am currently Gloomy
I am listening to The Sound of My Own Frustrations