Could It Get Any Worse??
04/15/2002 01:12 a.m.
These past few weeks have been pure hell. I mean really, do you think it could get much worse for me. I mean lets see, I go through a break up...that is always fun. My car dies and I may never be able to have it again....and I LOVE my car. And my mom's keys get stuck in her car (which she didn't warn me about) and my dad freaking looks at me as if I broke her car. I haven't talked to my best friend....well either one of them really for days. It is just going down the tubes I swear. I don't think it could get much worse, but then again, work is going really sucky right now too, so who knows, maybe I will have to quit and find another job. I hate being under pressure. I can't take this crap. I wish things could just go back to normal and I could just be alright. But no... now I don't even have any means of transportation and I can't be stuck in this house with my parents...I just can't. I want to move out more than anything. Which I won't be able to do now because most likely I have to go get a new car and a bigger loan and no money to save for rent. I am never going to get out of this place, ever. Could it get any worse?
I am currently Alienated
I am listening to The Crying In My Mind......and the Dixie Chicks