Bittersweet Sadness
01/09/2002 02:29 a.m.
I don't know what it is. I have never had a problem with seperation before. But this time, I just can't take it. I am so lost. I know he is only a phone call away, but I feel so alone. Just days ago it was alright. Perfection. Never before have I had someone treat me with such respect. And he had to go away. And I miss him so much. I don't know if he feels the same anxiety that I do. I just know that he is happier there than in this small town. I just wish I were there to be with him and see him so happy. *Sighs* I don't know, I can't wait to see him again. And it may not be for several weeks, who knows. I guess it is time to go snuggle with my teddy bear and listen to my music. Good night to all. Sleep peacefully.
I am currently Sad
I am listening to Jewel - Deep Water