happy holidays happy new year
12/28/2001 06:56 p.m.
my little brothers here, im so giddy. for the holidays i finally got 80% of my bills caught up, so im actually feeling pretty good about the things im usually pacing the floors or staying up late worrying about.

the only thing falling apart these days is well, my love life, gosh this is so pathetic.

my friend cory warned me about this shit, "how could you fall for someone that type?"

'What are you talking about?'

"A person capable of self-absorption and living in a constant state of denial"

....

not like there arent other options available to direct my affections. there are more people out there that i have more in common with mentally/emotionally than this. i keep learning the hard way. Great emotional depth isnt everything to a relationship, and neither is physical prowess. gosh this sucks
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to Delerium-Innocennce (Tiesto Mix) download it now