Deeper Deeper
10/26/2001 08:47 a.m.
right now ive buried myself under a few Acetametaphine/Hydrocodone tablets, i wish i had some vodka...

the harder you try, the harder you fall...

fuck this is pathetic of me...

and no, this isnt one of those cry for help things, though i appreciate the sentiment, this is just so i could sleep.

i abuse pain killers when im so wrecked like this.
I am currently Disillusioned
I am listening to Massinova.com - Pistolero - Juno Reactor