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10/14/2001 02:45 a.m.
i have never seen love turn to hate so quickly. i have never felt comfort turn to hurt so instantly.

and i do love you, thats the sad part.

i love you and you dont even care.

i love you so much i want to help.

i love you so much im about to destroy myself permanently, just to help a total fuck up, who will never go anywhere with his life. and will never appreciate those there to help him.

if i end this relationship, its going to be a very long while before i ever trust anyone the way i trusted you. at least you will have the satisfaction of ruining me.
I am currently Hurt