Fearful
10/11/2001 12:00 a.m.
Constantly afraid.
Perpetually worried.
is this normal?
repetitive cycle is ripping me apart
am i to fall through the cracks
and drown in all this mess?
cant function
cant seperate my reality from others.
cant get away from this permanently.
and where i go, if i go,
i managed to stick myself into the muck once more

i'd cry for help, those that would assist arent any better off than i.

to surround myself with something better, i dont know how.
I am currently Detached
I am listening to Massinova, again.