Awakening
01/10/2002 06:37 a.m.
Have you ever stopped being friends with someone for something they'v done or how they've treated someone close to you? You stopped hanging out with them, talking to them, even forgetting them for a time being? Then suddenly realizing how childish you have been, no matter how deep you think you were hurt?

Well today I realized just how childish I have been. I was watching tv, and this girl came on that reminded me of a friend I had, and that I had cut out of my life because of something she did. It wasn't exactly what she did, or who she did it to, that upset me the most, it was how she went about it. That's what upset me the most, and I ruined a good friendship because of it. I really got to thinking about this girl, and started wondering how she was doing, what she looked like now, and the like. I thought, you know I've been ignoring/brushing off/pushing away this person long enough, andtits time that I started acting like the mature adult that I'm supposed to be. So I sent her a message via IM and got back in contact with her. I just realized how much I missed talking to her, and how much I missed our friendship. I just hope now we can be friends again, and maybe, just maybe, we can be as good as friends as we once were, or maybe even better, closer friends. If this person, they know who they are (at least I think they do) reads this, I hope you will forgive me for being so childish.
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to Blackmore's Night: Shadow of the Moon: Renaissance Faire