my valentine
02/20/2009 08:17 p.m.
last saturday, valentines day, two days after his birthday, my little pet rabbit dozer died. this last bout of illness was just too much for him to trooper through, and...
i never thought, in my wildest dreams, that there could be a pain like this. that little guy meant more to me than every other person/thing on this planet beside my husband. he taught me more than i could ever have thanked him for in a million years. his whole existence was completely to love and be loved. thats all he wanted, all he asked for, all he gave. the love i had, and have, for him is the purest love i have ever felt, and my heart is crushed at losing him.
grief makes me useless. i am nothing but a sopping mess, and have been for this entire week. i feel like it will hurt forever.