things I have been doing
03/07/2008 12:15 a.m.

+ I made a dress.
+ I wore said dress in public. (I can not remember the last time I wore a dress out of the house.)
+ I started reading three books - by Pema Chodron, Cormac McCarthy and Saul Bellow.
+ I have been not smoking for over two months - not even one drag.
+ I have been thinking about the things I would say to people if they were still here for me to say things to.
+ I rearranged my room.
+ I got new glasses.
+ I wrote an email to J. and it bounced back and I hoped that it didn't mean that he was one of those people who isn't here for me to say things to.
+ I volunteered.
+ I applied to graduate school.
+ I stopped trying so hard at things that don't matter.

I am listening to mixtape from an ex who made me realize you can be friends after