Where the heck have I been?
10/17/2006 09:41 p.m.
I received one of those friendly, so you still wanna be on this site? emails. So,I thought about it. So easy to just let it go, just don't log on and soon the words will dissappear into oblivion like the inspiration to write left me a long time ago. I haven't put to page or clicked a computer key with any artistry since long before I stopped posting here. People are still reading this and for that I'm grateful. I would have thought that taking down my poems was a little more than redundant at this point, but people have read. I'll have to read them too and with a little distance, maybe it will sort my own mind out for me.

I've been repeatedly kicked, to the point where I didn't think I could get up again. So much more happened to this Florida girl than I'd ever dare to share publically. And the truth is its a miracle I survived. Wait, did I just call myself a Florida girl? But now, just maybe, with four years of distance, I can emerge again with some kind of new grace. Maybe inspiration will come back. Maybe.

So, take that pathetic.org administrator man, I did more than you asked. I did more than log in. I'm not willing to let go of anymore of myself. So, what does this mean?, I haven't a freaking clue!
I am currently Pathetic
I am listening to Wicked- OBC