update
08/17/2006 01:33 p.m.
i havent been on here a while. i've been dealing with bipolar issues and they have kept me uncreative and disinterested. its far more important to sleep.
but lately i've been having some good days, for the most part. it comes and goes. i've been listening alot to nin, especially after finding out that trent is bipolar and has written a lot of his songs ABOUT bipolar. its comforting to know that someone out there deals with the same issues and feels free to write about it. the songs help me in some ways...and in some ways they make me incredibly unstable. so its a double edged sword.
i guess i just wanted to write a bit and tell everyone who cares that im still here. still alive and breathing, though there was a couple of close calls. i have a tendency to hold my breath.