Tonight
05/18/2006 03:18 a.m.
I should not feel angry or bitter. She just got home, but everything is how it was-- Not right. I don't know what I'm doing wrong that makes her not want to hug me.

And I realize she's been gone for close to 3 weeks, but it doesn't mean I should be ignored completely and then yelled at, right?

I think I just cause too much trouble. I never want to be a burden, but always end up doing something that is evidently burdensome.


And then there's you. If you were here, it'd make everything better, because that's just how you are. It's what you are.


You don't know the greatness you are.- Cary Brothers


I think it hurts most to let go of something that isn't really there...I can't let go of him.
I am currently Exhausted