I Am Avoiding Writing a Journal Entry
04/30/2006 04:42 p.m.

April 28th, 2006
I have been avoiding writing an entry in my journal since last the two days. I was so eager when it came to me on its own in the course of a dialoging with a dear friend, but why is that I still want to avoid despite wanting? One of the reasons that I could gather after a prolonged meditation is that I am not sure if I will be able to recollect and depict the SCENE as I had seen, realized, and SENSED, prompted by my dear friend, in the course of this dialoging. Besides, this scene has yet another dimension that can only be presented the in exclusive words I have shared between the lines with my dear friend. I don't want to use those beautiful words in presenting this SCENE here, and I really don't know if I can present this scene without the use of those beautiful exclusive words. But all said and done, compelled by my own resolve, I will have to write using those exclusive words, though selectively, in my endeavor to give words to this meaningful SCENE.