I Am Trying by Giving Up Trying
03/22/2006 08:40 p.m.

March 22nd, 2006

I woke up at 1:30 a.m. feeling completely rested, though I had gone to bed at 12 a.m. Is there anything wrong with me or the watch? We both are right, I suppose, on our own scales.

I may be a bit jet lagged since I am doing my best to slow down the passage of time. I am almost in a transitional state, trying to cross the ever eluding bridge. But a conditioned mind can’t be helped even when it knows it is conditioned.

”I need sleep” I auto suggested, and dozed off and on finally waking up at 5:30 a.m. Yes, I did wake up at 5:30 on our scale of time.

I am yet to wake up on the scale of awareness at large. I am trying by giving up trying. I am trying to UNDO to DO.