Major Crushing
12/24/2005 04:31 a.m.
Awwwww =))))) ::Blushing:: Gosh I've been doing that a whole lot lately. "Lovely", he calls me lovely, never heard that one really before. It's nice, sweet; he's sweet. Wondering how long it'll be though before he drifts away or I screw it up somehow. I know, I know, Ashley is yelling at me and saying stp thinking that shit and be positive, it isn't always doomed. Everytime he doesn't call back right when he says he will I start thinking bad thoughts again, but he always calls.....erggggg. Let us stay on the bright side: he makes my cheeks rosy and eyes glow. He does those little things that make me feel special, the other day I got a hawiian punch flavored candy cane =P yummy! Ahhh, I need to go take my antibiotics and get some rest, don't wanna raise my temperature again like the other day...just needed a little outlet to vent.


Stay crushing
I am currently Cute
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