talking feels goooood
04/21/2005 04:28 a.m.
I talked to Koye on AIM for a while tonight and it made me feel so much better. he comforted me about the whole Simeon/Japan thing and I definitely needed that. I was telling him how scared I am that college is going to end and everyone's going to disappear. but Koye made me feel a lot better about it and I got the usual reminder that no Loyola girl's going to take my place. :) always a nice reminder. what a guy. I'm really ready for July so I can get to spend some time with Koye just hanging out.

I also got to talk to Tyler who I haven't talked to in months. he's such a sweet guy. I feel like he's kind of a weird combination of Koye and Simeon. do you know those people you talk to and you feel like you just want to hug them and tell them it'll be ok? he's that person for me. I want to make him feel better, but I kind of know deep down that I won't be able to and that just ends up making me feel useless. but I want to be a friend to him, and I've never really connected with anyone so quickly and effortlessly as I connected with Tyler. we definitely knew each other in a past life. we were best friends in the middle ages or something. and I want to do my best to show him that he is really special and important.

tomorrow these conversations will materialize and happen in oral form. that is the plan. I'll be done with class for the week and I'll be wanting to just lay back and chill.

someone explain to my boyfriend the phenomena of me being better friends with boys than girls. he doesn't get it. help me help him get it.

I am SO off to bed, it would make your head spin.
I am currently Tired
I am listening to "modern romance" by the yeah yeah yeahs