that thing
03/24/2005 06:23 p.m.
I don't care for it. I used to. it just seems empty to me these days. there is no love and no one ever falls into it. I don't know. seems like one of those times has come around where nothing exists but the bad side. the lust and the anger and the barren. seems like my mind is totally full of those things. nothing pretty, no love, no smiles, no chocolate at all. vinegar. so I can't take it. I don't want to hear about it. I don't remember that feeling. I just feel scared and empty and alone. it's funny cause I get offers... I'm not without offers... but they're all offering just the same. the lust and the anger and the barren. those three again. no love, no chocolate. none of those feelings. so those offers mean nothing.

we've all lost our minds. that's just all there is to it.
I am currently Alienated