watching the clock
08/08/2004 10:53 p.m.
If it hadn't occurred to me already (which it has) I am now absolutely positive that I am completely in love with Brian. Obsessively even, which may or may not be a good thing. lol. Both my parents and Brian and his mom left for vacation on thursday (seperately, not together), leaving me all alone for four days. My parents will be gone a week and a half, brain comes home today. Even the family dogs are off, being looked after by friends. I haven't been this alone since I lived in Endicott. Its very depressing. I keep trying to find things to do, to pass the time and keep my mind off this boringness (is that a word?). I've tried reading and watching tv but neither holds my attention very long. I am currently washing laundry and sorting through old clothing that I need to get rid of. In a couple of days I am leaving town too. I'm off to upstate NY to visit my best friend and family, including her 8 mo. old daughter whom I have never seen other than a couple of pictures and her baby babble over the phone. I'm looking forward to it, but at the same time I wonder if all this lovesickness is going to spoil the trip for me. poo!
I am currently Lovesick
I am listening to Iggy Pop