salt in an open wound
06/26/2004 08:14 p.m.
I have returned from the land of sunlight. I found that I enjoyed it far more than I expected to. I had no reason to please anyone while I was away and I loved that. The guys expected me to do nothing but be myself (which the sarcasm kinda got to them after a while, but they walked it off). All the worry I had bottled and taken with me I let flow away with the ocean waves. I got to feel absolute affinity with the water, true calm and serenity. It cradled me like nothing else ever has. It made me feel loved and cherished and I ached when I had to leave it. But it left its mark in the gash on my right foot. To have sea salt resting in my veins makes me happy that I went.

Now that I am here all I want is to be alone. I just need to be my introverted self for a short while, and then I will tell him the good news. Hopefully I don't kill him first.
I am currently Calm
I am listening to my grandfather playing the guitar