love stuff
05/03/2004 03:45 p.m.
I wrote this last night after watching Something's Gotta Give and talking to Eric on the phone.

When I watch a romantic movie or hear a love song, I realize how lucky I am. Other girls say, "oh, that's so romantic. I wish a boy would say that to me." I have a love like that. There is a boy who would follow me to Paris to get me back. I have been told that I am beautiful, sexy, amazing. But you see, he has seen me with a runny nose, throwing up, sweaty, no make-up, unshowered, mean, angry, crying, selfish, vindictive, stupid and crazy. And he still believes I am beautiful, sexy, amazing. We have hurt each other, but we're still together. I have everything I ever wanted. Any line in a movie I cooed at, every love song melody - I have them. And it all makes me realize how fortunate I am that God answers prayers. The only thing I've ever asked God to give me personally was a man that truly loves me. And that is exactly what Eric is. Maybe my parents are skeptical or disapproving, and maybe society isn't totally accepting of interracial couples, but it seems perfectly obvious to me that God is not skeptical or disapproving, and completely accepting as He arranged it all. I wish I had this much clarity every moment of every day.

I'm a lucky girl.
I am currently Romantic
I am listening to crumb cake baking