"Hike up your skirt a lil more..."
04/30/2004 03:50 a.m.
(Mom and Bill are at it again) Oh God make them stop, and to think, sleepless nights use to be my own doing........

I need to write, I need to feel that I can contemplate and make some type of coherent statement of my thoughts.

You invited me over for tomorrow, and offered me a "party favor", I don't think I'll accept this proposal once more. IF ONLY I could fall for you, then life would be sweet, at least for the moment while you want me too.

MONA LISA,
Give him the smile one more time.
Draw them in by your alluring mystery,
With the hint that your curling lips will succeed ecstasy.

Hello you, long time no "real" see. Miss me yet?

I wonder how long it'll be before Mr. Shu-Shu returns for another "Fuck-up Jenn's head" visit; the air is telling me it'll be soon, since this moment is quiet.

Chris Chris Chris (the only name I can actually speak on this site without someone knowing who it is and our secret) Chris Chris Chris, I still want ya here too, "YEAH BOY!" But don't worry, as we sing, "I'm With You", you can mentally "take my hand".

College vs University, prom, deca depot, mother's day, daddy's birthday, work, money, papers due, scholarship applications, reccomendations, graduation, grad night, grad announcements, miss teen america, ucf orientation, nyu trip, fiyp, bills........so many, too many worries to juggle all at once. Peace is the shinny light at the end of the tunnel that I'm not currently sure anyone can ever make it too.

Its funny to see you twitch while you're sleeping, any good dreams to share?
I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to My Mix